Thursday, June 30, 2011

I won't let you go

Awake my soul, and let those raindrops fall
like the tears that stream down my face, I won't let you show
I won't let you know, anything
build up those walls again, only to drop them like a curtain

but what no longer feels real to me, might seem real to you
so quit persisting, quite insistent on how things should be, or faltering
on those things that never seemed real to me
I'll awake, and now I'll fall all over again
this time, not for you, not for you

it'll be for me

Monday, June 27, 2011

You never should have sung to me

Caught up in you, all caught up in me
I'm tired of pretending, that these fantasies were real;
coming close, and even closer
Separate what happened, and what was just a dream
later on, it'll turn to chaos;
and pain and pain, come away from the window
Stay here, my hands will comfort you
Caught up in all of this, all caught up in pretending to be okay
caught trying to fake it
Leave behind what never happened, and this was just a bad reality
Lost and broken, coming to I'll slowly wake
We still haven't spoken
Say When.
Now I'm here, and it's a blindside, a windstorm and it's all around me
it all began with those eyes, that just cut right through me,
maybe it'll all come true after all
Give in, give in;
Tears, and more tears, more pain, and more longing. It's just repetitive
Feels like falling
Looks like love.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Breakable

It's not like I can't get over you.
I just miss your voice.
and the ache of your absence
it lingers here still
I just miss your eyes
and the way they looked upon me
they lingered just a little too long
I don't have a regret
just regrets themselves
and the way they seem to haunt me
every minute, of every day
I will leave this mess, and hide away
just to pass on, and get over this silence
just to stay
a part of you,
because you are still
a part of me