Day 2

The attack on my self-esteem is raging. You and everyone else just needs to stop. I'm egotistical but flawed just like everyone else. Just because I have confidence doesn't mean I'm an attention whore. I worked hard to get to this point and I'm going to keep on working hard. You can't stop me. I'm not obsessed, I'm determined.

But right now, I'm fading. I just want to crawl into a ball and express every bottled up emotion I could ever feel. I'm no longer numbed out, I'm angry, I'm sad.

I'm really pissed off at you, right now. I can't believe you'd say something like that. This is not a diary, but it's looking like one right now.

I hit the gym this AM so that Grand Bend wouldn't have to suffer tomorrow, and you saw that as part of an addiction. Just because I'm doing something you could never do, doesn't mean it's wrong.