Beyond the finish line

I want to jump

but not to fall

I want to cry

but still stand tall

Feelings keep leaping out of me

but I stand still

Darkness, my old friend

until my heart stops beating

it will all feel new, the love I want

Is never the love I have,

and the love I got

is never quite enough love to me

I stand at the finish line

the crack of pavement seems close enough to touch

but I still have far to go

I'm done with this, I count to ten

But the room doesn't disappear,

blue eyes close, and repeat

I feel like I'm waiting for the end

I think the finish line's a good place I could start

take a deep breath

dive under, and steal back my heart

Its useless, to say

That I wanted you to stay

hold back your dreams, to make mine true

but that's never going to be enough

for me, or for you

Just come back to me, sometime

Just come back and be something to me

The finish line awaits.