Momentum

I went to talk to Lindsey today about what has been going on and here is the resolve we reached:

It was nothing. It is nothing. Get over it.

I don't want to, but I've decided it's in my best interest to get over myself. To put this behind me.
If you love me, or want me, you'll make it known. I don't have to put myself through this anymore.

If only I could believe myself as I write this. A part of me is still conflicted, still upset over the fact I have to let you go, let you move on...

If you're happy, I'm happy. I just wish I could have made you as happy as she does.

I regret not acting sooner, I regret telling you how I felt (showing you?).

But I don't regret what happened.

that is all.